From the recording This is Just Sound
Lyrics
Why why why can’t I just go back?
I don’t remember what it’s like, to have a soul at all
All of the dirt I’ve bottled up, I use to fill all my holes
As it starts to rot my pores
When all these things I’m doing
They just keep destroying me
Wherever I am, can I call, can I call your name?
Because right now, I don’t feel so, don’t feel so alive
This place reeks of my shame from letting myself go,
I can’t believe the things I’ve done
My heart falls into the lie that keeps aching at my brain,
It screams “Give yourself away”
When all these things I’m doing
They just keep destroying me
Wherever I am, can I call, can I call your name?
Because right now, I don’t feel so, don’t feel so alive
As I’m decomposing in the ground, I scream
“someone rescue me, someone rescue me”
As I’m decomposing in the ground I scream
“Someone rescue me, someone rescue me, someone rescue meeeeee, someone rescue me!”
Wherever I am, can I call, can I call your name?
Because right now, I don’t feel so, don’t feel so alive