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Here's what it is:
Remember when
I said that I
Could not care less?
Turns out I did
And quite a bit
Can't keep "what ifs"
Out of my head

My mind is throwing fastballs
And I'm a catcher without a mit
Fight night with my brain and heart
And I'm terrified of getting hit

Wasted energy
I am just pretending
To be somebody
I have no business being
Overthinking
Constantly
This isn't me
I get so lost in my own head

These butterflies
Inside of my
Chest and my mind are
Eating me alive
Overanalyze
Tons of staring eyes
Wanna run and hide
Inside of my own walls

Overthinking
Everything
I hold myself back
More than anything
I know there's great things
In my reach
If I only don’t trip
Over my own feet